everyone HAS to leave.

there's no such thing as forever.

departures.

its just such a constant thing that you are never ever able to get used to. you accept, you react and maybe you adapt. but you nevernevernever get used to it. you never welcome it. you never wish for it. and you always dread it.

in time to come, these 4 years ahead will flash by. and these friends will pack up and leave. just like how everyone else has. forever starts only when heaven comes. and i cant wait for that.