effort.

sometimes, no matter how hard you try,
the ball is always just that short distance away from your fingertips.

maybe its a lesson on dependence,
maybe its a consequence.
but the results couldnt be any worse.

they'll never let this failure pass.

so many "if only-s"
but i was reminded,
God also rules over the inconsistencies.
and He's mapped out my path for me.

i need to pia like crazy next sem.
no excuses.