"doulos" means "servant", thats what i'll be.

the Doulos has made its way back to Singapore, finally. ((((((((:

and its just been awesome how i've experienced & heard from God in so many small ways since then. such a blessing to have it back, now. (: makes school pale in comparison to the eternal work they are doing. (and that i am doing too, for now) it was an eventful end to week 8, something i have been anticipating since they confirmed their visit.

i loved every minute of volunteering onboard again, and monday will be my last day as a tour guide(here, because, who knows what the future may bring?) catching up, seeing the familiar faces again, smelling that particular ship's smell.. just totally AWESOME.

currently being stressed out to the max, over school work and retarded things like that, but simultaneously being SO blessed by my friends that sometimes i dont know what it is that i'm feeling. all i know is that, life is good. (:

quite a muted arrival for this port. not that many people were out with their flags..

it was nice watching them come in, but how i'd love to actually sail in with them.

(i've only done it once, btw)

pardon the lack of more photos, of the whole ship as well as the event in general. too excited, too busy and too forgetful to take more (:

but all too soon, the ship will be leaving vivo for tuas and then out of Singapore for good. and, it will be then that i've got to remember what it is i'm here for, and to be faithful in this small role that i've been given for now. (: and wait patiently for the time for me to put these years of preparation to good use. bottom line is, i'll be happy wherever He wants me.

I've been holding on so tight

Look at these knuckles

They've gone white

I'm fighting for who I wanna be

I'm just trying to find security

But You say let it go, You say let it go

You say life is waiting for the one to lose control

You say you will be, everything I need

You said if I lose my life it's then I'll find my soul

You say let it go.

Well it's hard enough to hear

Harder still, to move beyond this fear

We know there's nothing I can bring,

So tell me what do you want from me?

But You say let it go, You say let it go

You say life is waiting for the one to lose control

You say You will be, everything I need

You said if I lose my life it's then I'll find my soul

You say let it go, You say let it go

What do I love?

What do I hate?

What will I lose?

What will I gain?

How do I save my soul?

What if I bend?

What if I break?

What will it cost?

What will it take?

For you to save my soul.