so it seems like God has this funny way of working with me and my flaws. in yesterday's post, i mentioned that i havent been listening. but, i also wanted to change that today. well, that was a prayer answered. many prayers maybe. i was bombarded with the issue that i needed to address, for the whole of today. first, on my bed in the morning. then on the way to siglap. then again in a convo. and lastly, during my run. its a long, multi-factor issue, and hence item #23948 - blogging. not exactly blogging per se, but part of the latent benefits of blogging. and this is attempt #1 at keeping a regular presence at this blog. it does me good.
anyway, to todays topic - love. oooh, big topic here. but specifically, the need for love. and the fear of needing love. inspired by season 7's finale of Grey's Anatomy. (awesome episode) well.... not much share-able thoughts other than that i think, the beauty of it all lies in the act of putting the pieces of one's broken heart into someone else's hands yet again. to trust. to hope. and to love. yet. again.
God trusts fallen men with His heart (not that it can be broken, but it is hurt by men), and even though we've proven to be unreliable and foolish and evil, He gives it nonetheless. maybe not the best example, because of grace and all that goodness that constitutes God, but still... ... anyway, that was just a thought. not just boy-girl love, but all aspects of it - even the mushy ones.
i'm glad my life isnt empty of love, immensely grateful for the non-existence of these vacant seats. its been quite a journey - almost 22 years - but it continues on. so, by God's grace, its a cheer to the simple faith that the seats wont empty out, and that maybe, more will come.
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