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Wednesday, 4 May 2011

paaaanic.

mega inertia.
still surprising how fb statuses get comments & encouragements.
pretty much at a loss in spending this last 1+ hour/s of revision.
i need a goal. but as of now, there isnt one that i'm sold on.
i think i've gotten most of the idea behind property & criminal law & the legal process.
but contract law & tort law are giving me a whacking upside down.
very tempted to give up and go to bed.
but also feel veryveryvery uncomfortable doing that!

this is the ultimate example of cognitive dissonance.
most of my brain tells me logically its going to be ok.
but part of my brain cannot deal with the level of unpreparedness & the total lack of motivation.
and then there's the irrational side that tells me i'm going to fail & stay back an extra sem due to a lack of credits. which is arguing with the other irrational side that i should really give my best & try to get a decent grade to pull my CAP up (which has NO significance whatsoever). oh. my. word.

ok. that part of the sentence sent me into an irrational panic attack on whether i could graduate.
now its over, much thanks to the friend who pretty much knocked some sense into my head by showing me how ridiculous i was being. & now, i should probably stop procrastinating, shut up, and study. yiiiiikes.

i graduate.
tomorrow.
if that is not a reason to flip out.
i dont know what would be.

1 comments:

Mindy said...

Woww! So fast! Congratulations Huey!

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