one more step

i know i'm running. ignoring the right thing to do, the hard thing.
it is what living a selfless life means; it is the part where it is waxed clean - bright, shiny and full of ideals.
this is what we all wish we could do, but something that few ever will.
to live a life of brokenness and continual surrender - somehow, i have never asked for this;
yet now, it is a step to take to live this season like this.
so much for all that teaching - i get to live out this principle that God always takes us somewhere new, one tiny step at a time. so difficult.