what lies ahead

sigh.. how these thoughts immobilise. 

try as i might, i cannot distinguish the reflections from the refracted.

how to get to the bottom of things?

"people suck" - yes they do, they drain the life out of you. 

i am way overdue for a getaway, but i am also overdue for a season of hard work. 

this state of limbo has to end. 

time to memorise some psalms; a daily declaration of faith.

my words are to be outdone by my actions this year.

no more paralysis from fear.

no matter how hard,  

no matter how far, 

do what it takes 

to follow that spark.