my livelihood.

i need to be grateful that this is not my means of income.
i should be thankful that i am not an outcast of society.
i ought to be happy that i do not count coins at the end of the day.

but its easily forgotten when everyone around you enjoys the same level of comfort. living in a developed country, mixing with the fortunate, learning alongside the bright, its all too easy to forget the poor, the hungry and the lost. but how one can reconcile these two worlds without causing havoc in the former, i dont know.

how do people offer help to the needy without feeling hypocritical?
how do you help them to the best of your abilities without giving up everything?
how do people say to God, "i love You" by living like this.
by turning a deaf ear, a blind eye, and a hardened heart away from those who need Him?
and how do i change this in my life?

i dont know.

if you do, tell me.