i know not what to do.

there is such a huge chasm.

i stand here and rue the day that we first started to drift.

even now, i cannot do anything but stand, ponder and pray.

part of me wants to move on and ignore this,

the other part of me tells me i need to do something.

even if that is the very thing i'm afraid of.

i see you walking down a path that you see is right for you.

sometimes i wonder if the past will mean enough for you to listen, just for a bit.

but how do i say it from way back over here?

so, for now, my heart clings on to the promise God has given me.

that He will teach me and instruct me in the way I should go.

and i pray.

for you.

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