there was a comment i made today,
about how these past 5 months have passed so quickly,
and yet, have felt like an eternity.
I am happier than I've ever felt before.
buoyed by the hope of my God of the how much more.
and all that remains is to hear His call
Looking through the past posts, I am amazed.
It started somewhere with a cut,
didn't take long for that to fester,
because I played the part.
Ran a half marathon around town,
Carrying huge, white posters
Then I even flew to Hong Kong like a clown.
I struggled to release the hurt,
It took a long long time for all that dirt.
Surgically, He took it out,
Methodically, He took me out.
But most importantly, He did it
Gently.
Then I was almost done and I was learning to be an adult.
New job, new circles and new skills
Juggled against old thoughts, old worries and old deals.
Bumbled my way through most of that bit,
Cant really remember that song and its beat.
I think I was carried through that grit.
Still trying to put some perspective in all of it.
But then it was time for the heat.
And it really hurt like shit.
Those were the dark, dark days of need,
when all I could do was sit there and bleed.
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