words.
magical little things.
feelings.
scary tiny devils.
truth.
that inconvenient friend.
related,
guilty by association,
the frustration that is redirected to the words i read, the fear that keeps me from facing down truth, the desire not to feel neither the frustration nor the fear.
these doubts are rising again. and have I come a full circle?
how do you teach without a conviction? how do you lead without a vision?
and where is God in all of this?
but when I ask that, do i even mean what i say?
how the hell is it already 2016? and how on earth have i fallen away so far so fast?
magical little things.
feelings.
scary tiny devils.
truth.
that inconvenient friend.
related,
guilty by association,
the frustration that is redirected to the words i read, the fear that keeps me from facing down truth, the desire not to feel neither the frustration nor the fear.
these doubts are rising again. and have I come a full circle?
how do you teach without a conviction? how do you lead without a vision?
and where is God in all of this?
but when I ask that, do i even mean what i say?
how the hell is it already 2016? and how on earth have i fallen away so far so fast?
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